Defeated

It's that time of year again - exam time! My last day of class is next Monday and then I have the Thanksgiving break to study for my exams that kick off December 1. Thanks school! That's exactly how I wanted to spend my break!

Last year, the supposedly harder year, I had already been studying for four weeks, however this year, I have zero motivation, my body is revolting against me and the winter weather has hit me harder than usual in terms of the seasonal depression thing. I feel completely defeated.

I feel like my body is quiting on me three weeks too soon. I haven't been sick in a really long time, but now I can tell it's coming...perfect timing! I have four classes worth of material to learn and about 9 days to do it,and write a 10 page paper. This wouldn't be that bad except that our grades are completely dependant on our one exam = screw up= fail - YAY!

It's time's like these that make me question the path I've chosen...